My name is Jonathan and I was born in Taiwan. I came to Hawaii when I was about two years old so I can pretty much say that I lived here all my life. Chinese was actually my first language, but since I've been living here for so long, it seems like English is my first language, especially since I do speak it a lot better than I do Chinese. I guess you can say …showed first 75 words of 899 total…

…showed last 75 words of 899 total…you're ugly, you're ugly. That must be true since girls don't tell me that they like me anymore and I have been single since October. It seems like I'm never really "happy" with myself. If I get good grades, I worry about my weight, if I don't care about my weight I think about my looks or having a girlfriend. It makes "me" feel like a girl but I guess that's just how I am.